The words have gone.
It’s every writer’s secret nightmare: to sit down, brimming with ideas, only to have the words shrivel into dust. The few that end up on the page lie in awkward sentences like jigsaw pieces that don’t quite fit.
They’re dead; there’s no emotion left.
For the last few months I’ve struggled to write — and what’s most frustrating is that I don’t know why.
I’ve tried focusing on one project. I’ve tried flitting between them. I’ve tried outlining and freewriting, skipping ahead and writing in order. Music and silence. Bedroom and living room. Evening and daytime.
Nothing seems to work.
Staying inspired and motivated is no easy matter. With every unproductive writing session I’ve felt gradually more defeated, and it would be so easy to let everything slide, to stop trying so hard, if only to avoid that creeping sense of depression.
Because without words, what am I?
And then I wonder: where can I find inspiration again?
But there is no magic cure, no secret shop of wonders.
The truth is that inspiration is inside of us. We won’t find it anywhere else. And if we lose it, the only thing we can do is to continue to sit down in front of that dreaded empty page — to continue despite every defeat — and WRITE.
Yes, even if all the words are clumsy, mismatched jigsaw pieces.